Dear Mila,

I remember clearly the day I found out I was pregnant with you. I actually found out while I was 2 weeks pregnant with you all by accident. Mommy was in shock and Daddy was in tears because your arrival to this world meant everything to us. We remember the first time we saw you wiggle and dance for us. We got to see you a total for 5 times on that ultrasound screen. Mommy and Daddy have never prayed so much in their lives to make sure that you were okay. The day heavenly father decided this world was not in your plans, I broke. I broke because I wanted to hold you in my arms and see you grow up to touch many lives and have a family of  your own someday. You are one of god’s strongest angels and he needs you to be with him. Mommy and Daddy know that God’s plan is a happy plan and that we will have the opportunity to hold you in our arms if we are faithful. You my sweet daughter have touched my life. I have felt your presence and love whenever I have fallen on my knee’s and prayed with a broken heart. You are too good for this world and I knew you were more than something special when I heard your heartbeat for the first time. You didn’t just touch mommy and daddy’s life, you touched everyone around us with your pure spirit.

We are separated for now and I know you miss us as much as we miss you, but keep your chin up my sweet daughter. We will meet again and live happily forever. You have older sibling’s in heaven that will take great care of you. In our prayers we constantly ask heavenly father to send our love your way. We always think of you, and do not ever think that another baby will replace you. You and your siblings individually have our love. Do not ever lose your hope or faith, this is only for a short time.

Till we meet again,

-Mommy and Daddy